stfubryan

Sat, 04 Aug 2007 12:05:48 GMT

I went to six flags. you know how they have rides that are named after super heros and villians? well in DC they have one called Batwing. Named after "night wing" from batman. you lay down in a chair and the ride has swoops that seriously make you feel like nightwing. and for those who don't know nightwing its like spider man swinging from webs. It was so awesome... but the our chairs broke and we ended up laying there for like 20 minutes. ha ha. fun day. the drive back took 2 hours longer than it should have though.

oh and my cousin JK got in a really fuckin bad mood when he couldn't get on superman cause he was too big for the lap bar and he started blaming everything except himself. Any time anything happens its not his fault he always needs a scapegoat.

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 08:16:26 GMT

I just finished watching Knocked up. Alot etter than I thought it would be. Makes me want to have a kid almost, but not for another 10 years or so. I'm not ready to give up the rest of my life.

I'm losing my mind being sober all the time.. I feel pathedic and worse i wish things worked out diffrently in the past... but tough shit cause I'm in VA anyways.

Zoey died. That fuckin blows.

My cousin JK lives with me now. It gives me something to do but the bitch needs to get a job. He's been in VA for like 6 -9 months and hasn't gotten a job. I've been here one and I had 3 job offers already. oh yeah, so now i work at pac-sun. I decided that was better than A-E or aero. Another thing... I'm sick of taking the money I get for chores and what not and spending it on cigs, and just cause he buys them I'm splitting my pack. fuck that. No more.

I have a car now... Mitsubisi Galant. Its awesome. Now all I gotta do is not die of boredom and move back when I'm 18. God i fuckin miss california. I miss the beach. I miss my friends. I even miss having someone to get mad at constantlyso later we can look back at it and laugh.

I'm so ready to leave now though cause all steve does is get pissed at me for the stupidest shit... "why can't you lift this fucking dryer with one hand?" My mom does nothing but fight with him they dont love each other and ashley and I have to suffer because of it.

Over this rant. Time for a nice peaceful cig.

Sun, 15 Jul 2007 22:08:00 GMT

I have a computer again. woo. uhh va sucks. except my house is big and there are aot of kids my age.... so pretty much it only sucks cause I'm out of cigs and i have no friends.

Sun, 24 Jun 2007 18:58:58 GMT

ha ha i rule. I havent been able to see straight for the past month. and I'm gone in 5 days. damn its coming fast.

Thu, 24 May 2007 13:39:16 GMT

I have a runaway at my house. its paul. and we have jd.

Wed, 23 May 2007 16:38:01 GMT

I'm happy.

Tue, 22 May 2007 03:52:39 GMT

he is legend june 29th OH YEAH!!! oh wait... I leave for virgina when? june 29th. FUCK YOU!!!!

but this weekend is the charriot so w/e.

i need jack

Mon, 21 May 2007 02:52:24 GMT

fuck you i'm getting trashed alone tonight.

Thu, 17 May 2007 15:54:23 GMT

WOW! i got fucked up last night. There was a rumble and i fought this black kid cory williams... he fucked me up. he hit my septum with his second punch and i was done for. ha ha ha. this morning my nose was solid full of blood.

Sam cam over last night and got a tattoo from brandon. it was way sick. but it kinda sucks cause pretty much the exact same as mine. except instead of a heart with zebra stripes she's getting a star with zebra stripes. fucking cunt.

over it.

Tue, 15 May 2007 20:16:14 GMT

wow today was wierd. this morning i went to village bagel and i sa rus. and i was talking to him and i was like "oh yeah your going out with amy." and he got all wierded out like "uhh yeah so?" then at the DMV i saw blake and lisa... Amy's brother and mom. I was like "wtf is up with today." and now every time i try to talk to someone they get sidetracked and start talking to other people so i just gave up and now every one knows the frist half of what I've been up to. its pretty lame.

I need to get drunk again.

Sun, 13 May 2007 20:01:24 GMT

wow i got fucked up last night. i woke up this morning and still all happy fucked up ha ha. I washed my mom's car. it looks nice.

Sat, 12 May 2007 07:45:49 GMT

Tonight was my night. I was on top of my game tonight. I lied perfectly. I provoked fights perfectly. I got my stance and walk down. I got my talk down.

I'm fired from tillys.

but for some reason I'm not satisfied. I didn't accomplish everything i needed to do. idk. i feel empty and lifeless.... I'm over it. fuck you.

Thu, 10 May 2007 13:59:28 GMT

I'm gunna get fired. But I'm tottaly down with that cause I hate every one there anyways.

Wed, 09 May 2007 15:58:51 GMT

I've been happy.

spiderman and CPK with jaime was pretty fucking bad ass. thats fur sure. venom was deffinently eric foreman.

annnd yeah. hung out with paul last night. and saw bryndan. ha ha. it was fun. idk. thats about it.

fukcing work today.

Fri, 04 May 2007 18:41:18 GMT

uhhh. yeah i fucking hate working at tillys. but tonight is going to be fucking funnn. Poison the well and Fear Before the March Of Flames. SWEET!!

Tue, 01 May 2007 22:35:51 GMT

nothing reminds you of how lonely you are better than two of our closest friend fucking in the room next to you.

Tue, 01 May 2007 06:19:51 GMT

I dont really like my life. like normally it sounds pathedic to hear from myself. but today all i wanted was to move to virginia now. i dont know I'm over this life I'm living.

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 15:52:42 GMT

My breakfast for the past like week has been kaluah and coffee. Life was going really shitty and then last night i just stopped for like 3 seconds and thought... I'm moving in like a month or 2. and I just laughed. Allthough i say I'm coming back, whats the chances I will actually do it. two months from now I will probalbly never see any of these kid ever again. and I've already accepted it. but I still wanna move out as soon as i can.

ha girls... I met the craziest bitch. Went to starbucks started flirting with the manager. invited her over to a friends house. she comes by and wtf she is a tripper. she's telling us her life story and every ones all fucked up. lyndsey was like "wow you bring some fucking wierd people around" ha ha.

today is going to rule. nothing can bring me down. yeeeeahh.

oh yeah. I think tom and i are done for good. and I know kelly and i are. sweet. friends suck anyways. they try to get you to do things you dont want to do. like quit smoking. ugh fuck it. I'm gonna go get fucked up.

Thu, 26 Apr 2007 15:05:24 GMT

so the past three days of my life have proabably been the best 3 days of my life. and today just started. anyways, so the first two days was just the group and I hanging out talking about how awesome the world is. and today the most awesome music keeps comeing on. ha ha mariah carey came on and i was like "why the fuck do i know this?"... thanks jaime. :]

today is going to be a great day. unless i have work. then its gunna crash down on me.

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 06:47:02 GMT

i was good today. really good. then around 2 i got super fucking cranky and bitchy. i didnt talk from two till 430 untill i told vicky i wanted to go home. then i didnt talk untill way late toinght like 11ish. i want to get my hair clipped by jaime. the only person in the whole damn world to ever do a GREAT job with my hair. meaning i need to find out bus schedualing.

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 02:32:44 GMT

wow. i havent drank in a while. too bad i have to do it alone.

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 15:19:43 GMT

ugh fuck. i need to go back to hawaii. i need to build trust. I need to get over it. i need to break some ties with people.

fuck work.

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 10:52:42 GMT

i feel like shit and the he is legend show is today. fuuuck. this sucks ass.

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 05:54:23 GMT

every day at work i just get in a worse and worse mood. I just have this really bad feeling tom is gunna pull a drew. and its the fucking worst feeling in the world.

after work today i just wanted to beat the fuck out of someone. and dumb ass brandon put his fists up like always. i felt bad for kicking his ass. ha ha. but i also feel better. it fucking smells like popcorn.

I was thinking about staying in virgina for good. I justed to vegas and then i ajusted to 760. i can do it again. no problem.

little girl standing there with your daddy's skin and your mother's hair I'll have you know I'll feed them to my roses

AND YOUR NEXT

I am the noises that you hear when your in bed and i'll be the last face you see before your dead. With your daddy gone and your mom in chains I'll have time to sleep in late.

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 06:11:45 GMT

i'm a fucking lobster right now. I went to the beach with micha and kelly. the chick that works at this mexican restraunt thought i was twenty one and offered me drinks. it was tight. I've cut back on cigs so much its rediculous. Got home took a shower then i couldn't cuddle with my kitty cause i was too burned ha ha. went to brandon's. watched ANOTHER kid get a tattoo. tats are just something i do when I'm bored now. its getting pretty stupid. but I think I'm stopping at 2 for a while now. I've decided not to get one untill i have reason to get more. and I've been told I'm smart for it. ha ha. well what ever. My lifes going great right now. OH YEAH!!!

alyssa told an old frined of mine (brandon) that I went to her and confessed my lover for her. fucking bullshit. i told him what really happend and he was like "that sounds way more believeable. ha ha. fucking idiot bitch. I can honestly say I fucking hate her.